writers block
its been a long time.
and its stupid how the break makes it harder to write anything.
share anything.
but here I am.
Im on my jobless, homeless wanderings.
Ive been to turku, helsinki and tampere.
seeing friends, praying, getting to know people,
having fun.
all the alternatives for the future seem exciting, and
Im just trying to settle my heart and be able to hear,
what am I supposed to do.
all the doors are possible.
Im glad, I know a man who is willing to be in control of the doors in my life.
so I guess this is time of waiting.
my days of exile are gone soon, Ive heard.
may the old be gone, may the new spring.
and its stupid how the break makes it harder to write anything.
share anything.
but here I am.
Im on my jobless, homeless wanderings.
Ive been to turku, helsinki and tampere.
seeing friends, praying, getting to know people,
having fun.
all the alternatives for the future seem exciting, and
Im just trying to settle my heart and be able to hear,
what am I supposed to do.
all the doors are possible.
Im glad, I know a man who is willing to be in control of the doors in my life.
so I guess this is time of waiting.
my days of exile are gone soon, Ive heard.
may the old be gone, may the new spring.
posted by laura at 2:06 PM
3 Comments:
Isaiah 40:31
ps. I'm glad you're alive and well
Sometimes, it is so good to know that you got 3 or more years to check and re-check your compass and know the direction. Good, until you realize that it's 3 years you cannot change in any way and well, the chance that these are the last years of your life are counted. You cannot always close your eyes and think that there is no way you could be hit on a mission. The aim is to kill before the enemy does, but since I don't own the world...
Not pessimistic, I just understand what needs to be understood and think there is no big loss if the thing comes to me finishing life not as a citizen.
Love your writings.
More please..
u probably don't know who i am, just happened to click on your blog site, but have a feeling that you were going through the same thing as i do.i dont know what u r doing now but just telling u that i can fully understand what u were going through - being lost and jobless and homeless. Because I am like that too, and am still waiting for His answer. God bless you.
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