still alive

after such a long pause of blogging its really hard to start.
just dropped in to say Im alive.

not much chances to use the internet.
Im doing my practical training in a reception office
for asylum seekers. needless to say I like it a lot.
dont like the laws and regulations and stuff conserning it that much.

im processing a lot, asking questions
and thinking through if I can really trust what Im hearing
Jesus saying and what to do with it all.
trying to live day by day.

really hoping that with spring some new freshness would rise with Jesus as well.