Saturday, June 30, 2007

killing my time cause working whole night

I did a test on whats my world view, heres the results.

You scored as a Cultural Creative 63%
Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.
(though I had the same per cent in fundamentalist, should I be worried about that :))


go on, test yourself
http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=23320

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Im doing fine

havent go time to write much.
so heres just a few lines to tell you
that Im doing fine.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

a teenager made me cry

Ive found out there is always more to Gods love.
I guess he is drawing me to a place where I can be
more loved and more accepted than ever before.

and Im seeing he is doing it through a teenager
who doesnt seem to love me or to accept me.

Im spending my summer working with young people
who have been taken in to custody.
spending time with them, learning to adapt to the role of an adult
and being the victim when something of their wounds spill over
is an interesting challenge.
I have come face to face with my own past and own wounds.
Jesus is dealing with my wound of rejection and fear of men
deeper than ever before.

Its not easy or pleasent I can assure you, but its welcomed anyways.
I long to be free! I so long to be free.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

a whisper

I need you to stay strong, stay firm.
As if seeing the invisible
I invite you to this present day anguish
so that something beautiful and true
can be born.
I myself will make my word stand.
Look to me, stay strong, take courage.