words

if only I could somehow penetrate you with these feeble words.
catch something that would be more than what Ive always seen.

its just, that your light seems to reveal more darkness,
fears within me invite me not to live
and I cant squeeze faith out of these cells,
not even the size of a mustard seed.

my ears are deaf jesus.
and still somehow you are able to break through with a faint whisper
"yada. known"

how could have I forgotten my name?

in all these unknowings, unbelievings and unhearings
my heart sighs,
known.