psalms of laura

during last month or so Ive been going through quite a hard time. felt a bit fragile and stuck in the middle of silence for a long time. then God started to give me some words and prayers. I thought Id share them, and maybe you can read between the lines how I have been lately. though now, the spring is starting to show signs in my life.

fragile.
i love you lord
need you
and am nothing without you i know

and still my jesus
my heart is hard
my mind busy

im empty of deeds,
not knowing the ways

undone.

and i do not know what is left.

can i even try to reach you with words,
with anything.

maybe it is you,
teaching me again
its not about me

so here i am, an empty shell

not able to carry out
the good i desire

but all of this is yours.